have i??

lying on the bed in the darkness, not being able to sleep is a real torture at times... it makes me think more than i should, which i loathe soooo much... haiz...


but 1 particular thought really makes me wonder... here goes:

have i been a good daughter to my parents??
have i been a good sister to my siblings??
have i been a good granddaughter to both my grandmothers??
have i been a good friend to my close friends especially my mama??
have i been a good girl to God??



these questions actually makes me cry to sleep... yea... it really bothers me soo much cos i know the answer to some of the questions is "NO"...


haiz... dats all for now...


t.t.f.n.