depressed...

hey...hello...hie...im back...hows eveybody doing?? good?? bad?? as for mine,nothin special...juz dat i have become the hot favorite girl among the students and lecturers when they want to make photocopies...everytime they need to make photocopies they will come to me...so im always running from my sit to the copier and back to my sit again after the printing is done...but all the running doesn't affect my weight AT ALL because of the constant munching of biscuits... =)


and the migranes has been my best fren too... everytime i was asked to check grades and attendances, i will sit and stare at the file instead of checking them because the migranes have come knocking in my brain...and when i start to sit and stare i will start to think...and i hate it when i start to think...(oh wait...i told u dat oredy...) yea...i have been thinking alot these daes...haiz...so sad...and i will start to munch on biscuits just to stop myself from thinking...trying to seek solace from the biscuits... sad...


so many things happened around me and i can't help but to think about them... for example death...so many deaths happened lately...like in indonesia,tsunami hit them yet AGAIN and the death poll keeps rising everyday...and in singapore itself, 2 ITE students just collapse and died...especially the recent one,she was doing warm-ups for her floorball training when she suddenly collapse and passed away after 3 weeks in coma...its just strange to collapse and pass away just like dat when shes a sporty girl who likes netball and floorball sooo much...and there's one time where a student came to me to extend the date line for her library books amd while she waited she can actually tell me dat her grandfather just passed away dat morning and dat she's feeling so sad rite now...i juz sat there dazed after she went back to her class... the news really disturbed me even though she's not related to me in any way...haiz... i did console her though...i felt sad too... i dono why...


and my dear brother bear aka dage is also facing the same problem...his father is seriously ill rite now and doctors told him his dad is not going to last very long...when i read his post i almost want to cry already...tears were already in my eyes...but a student interrupted my sadness cos she wanted to return library books...luckily nobody saw my almost dropped tears...feel like giving a hug to him to console him...i noe he's very sad rite now... but he's strong...i noe he is... dun be too sad okie dage...im soo looking forward to meet u again... i really miss ur tummy...=P


and to my mama...dun be sad ya...everything will be juz fine if u have the patience...juz give me a buzz if u need me aites...


haiz...this is wat happened to me when im lacking of love from frens...think too much until got migranes...=( i really miss MIT0417...


okie laa... enough of my craps...will update again some other time...


T.T.F.N.

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