confused laa....

she's confused... she's been forced... she's got no other choice... she's basically soft at heart... don't know how to say NO... she's done it many times before but she failed in this all because she was not able to talk her feelings out... how sad...



and now she's feeling guilty for ignoring him... she feels that she's being evil to him... toying with his feelings and all...



but all this while she knows that she doesn't love him at all... she's just a poor girl being forced to fall in love and accept the harsh reality of love and relationship... she doesn't want all this... she's not ready for love and relationship... but...



so whose fault is it??


the girl?? for being so stupid to accept him even though she doesn't love him?? for being to soft hearted??


or the guy?? for being so impatient?? for not understanding the girl well enough??



haiz... how saddening life could be at times... So much to say that goes unspoken... its just so difficult...