hello 2007...???

hey everybody... before i start, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! haha...



well once again, the new year has arrived... and how do i feel about it?? loads of feeling inside me rite now... happy yet depressed,sad yet excited,hungry yet stomach dun feel good... yea... all in one... got alot to say here but i just dun know how to start it... haiz...



1st of all,im goin to turn 20 in about 16 days...

then im going to graduate from NYP in about 2 months time.. or izzit 1 month?? i dun know... all i know is SOON...

all i know is ITS A SCARY YEAR FOR ME AHEAD....!!!!!



theres alot to think about when u get older... ESPECIALLY when the 1 infront of ur age becomes a 2... responsibilities... work... money... relationships... feelings... friendships... haiz...


but one thing's for sure, theres no new year resolution for me this year... well actually i DON'T make new year resolutions... why?? because i know i wont be able to achieve it... its just crap... further more, like what my friend, fazzley mentioned, "it's new year, but do you suppose it would change everything if u made a new year resolution?? it all depends on you,not the year. why make a resolution at every year end? why not everyday? every week? every month? just follow your heart laa..." thats what he said... and why he said that?? cos he's fed-up of people talking about and asking him about new year resolutions...


i totally agree with him... why must u make resolutions when u cant achieve them?? it only makes u depressed.. if that were to happen to me laa... i dun know about others.. and most importantly, why year end?? just follow ur heart laa... if u think u can do it,then go ahead... dun force urself... its no good u know...




actually i wanted to talk about something else but this fazzley distracted me with the resolutions topic... haha!!! yea so... thats my new year post...



so i end this post with a goodbye to 2006... its a fun yet filled with sadness year... entertaining yet filled with anger... so long and tata...
i just hope 2007 will be a better year for me and my mama...



T.T.F.N.


p.s. sorry abt the delayed pics for the second wedding that i told u abt... apparently my cousin treats those pics like diamonds...its just so difficult for her to send it to me... i dunno why... so juz keep waiting aites...=P

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