better not to know anything...

learned about bizzare facts and horrible truths... i must admit i'm shocked and at the same time disturbed by all that... but i can't do anything about it.. its not that i don't want to... its not within my reach to do so... thats what troubled me the most... i feel soo... helpless... useless... everything... haiz...



truth hurts... alot i must say... rather stay ignorant and not know anything at all... pretending is not the solution either.... it hurts even more...



t.t.f.n.