its supposed to be a happy occasion u know...!!!!! :(

well well well.... its already october... and SOON fasting month is going to end... and SOON hari raya is coming... and SOON i'm gonna have to face with many many many many people with the same question they ask every year: ''so what are you doing right now??" and SOON i will be having multiple heart breaking and depressing moments in a day...


usually i will tell them the same old thing: "i'm still schooling laa..."
but now i will never know what to say cos if i tell everybody that i'm slacking my ass off at home, they will surely give me a free lecture... damn...


i was making kuih just know and while doing i was wondering, why is time flying so fast this year?? i feel like its just last week that i finished my final exams when the truth is, its been already six months since i ended my school life...


truth hurts. very much.


i'm so gonna prepare myself a bag full of plasters for my heart when the day arrive, which is SOON...


DONE.


t.t.f.n.