On New Year's Eve...

while both my younger sis and bro went out to enjoy the new year eve, here i am rotting at home with no intentions of going out... cool huh...



while rotting away, many things ran through my mind... usual things... people around me... what have i done wrong... what have people done wrong to me... what's the similarities and difference in everything...



to all that, i have come to a conclusion... that i shall be ignorant yet again for the new year because no matter how i try to change, i'll never be able to get out of that dreadful shadow... i try not to live in denial although that's what i intend to do also... :)



i'm not going to make a new year's resolution cos its just a waste of time... i'll just live by the day... and i'm also not going to do any flashbacks either... too many to mention... also i will cry and flood my keyboard if i do that... :)



so have a very happy new year people.


t.t.f.n.