last day of 2008.
ah. in about 20 hours or so, the new year will emerge. how sad. time fly by so fast. its not like i was having fun also. yet, time still go away like there's no tomorrow. what's the rush?? can somebody please tell me?? haiz.
so where have i been the past few days?? nowhere in particular, except i helped tricia settle down at her new place yesterday. hopefully she more happy there. hehe.
i can't sleep cos my stomach is bloated cos i had to eat a packet of lontong goreng when i already ate ban mian earlier. yes. me. eat. so late at night. wrong!!!
so lets talk about my 2008. hmm. all i know that its a very depressing year for me. with so many 1st times of doing something. and also the shocking happenings. and also the heart pain happenings. and also the oh-wells-whatever happenings.
its also the year where i forgot how to laugh. its also the year where i stopped being too friendly to strangers. its also the year where people abandon me for reasons such as to spend more time with boyfriend/girlfriend and such. its also the year where my smile officially becomes fake. its also the year where i got cheated from the people i actually trust. its also the year where my heart has a hole in it.
its also the year where i realised and understood many things. like people around me. like about myself. like about my family. like about my friends.
so in conclusion, my brain worked alot this year. it has been hard work i must say. but no regrets whatsoever. except for that one incident of course. it has been a wonderful journey, with the roller coaster rides and others as well. haha. and now i have to find another place for yet another journey. haiz. never give me chance to even rest awhile. :D
okay laa i guess thats all for my eve of new year post. you don't have to understand what i write here. really. and i'm NOT going to wish you people a happy new year cos i'm not happy and not that excited about new year at all. apologies.
t.t.f.n.
so where have i been the past few days?? nowhere in particular, except i helped tricia settle down at her new place yesterday. hopefully she more happy there. hehe.
i can't sleep cos my stomach is bloated cos i had to eat a packet of lontong goreng when i already ate ban mian earlier. yes. me. eat. so late at night. wrong!!!
so lets talk about my 2008. hmm. all i know that its a very depressing year for me. with so many 1st times of doing something. and also the shocking happenings. and also the heart pain happenings. and also the oh-wells-whatever happenings.
its also the year where i forgot how to laugh. its also the year where i stopped being too friendly to strangers. its also the year where people abandon me for reasons such as to spend more time with boyfriend/girlfriend and such. its also the year where my smile officially becomes fake. its also the year where i got cheated from the people i actually trust. its also the year where my heart has a hole in it.
its also the year where i realised and understood many things. like people around me. like about myself. like about my family. like about my friends.
so in conclusion, my brain worked alot this year. it has been hard work i must say. but no regrets whatsoever. except for that one incident of course. it has been a wonderful journey, with the roller coaster rides and others as well. haha. and now i have to find another place for yet another journey. haiz. never give me chance to even rest awhile. :D
okay laa i guess thats all for my eve of new year post. you don't have to understand what i write here. really. and i'm NOT going to wish you people a happy new year cos i'm not happy and not that excited about new year at all. apologies.
t.t.f.n.
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