Dreams....
my horoscope says today is the best day to blog, so here i am. haha. lame.
anyways, alot has been going on in my mind lately. its like War Of The Voices in my head. horrible. i won't go into specifics, to spare u people from agony.
and then there's the Crisis Of The Emotion. its partly due to PMS and another part blame it on surroundings. people to be precise. they just have to irritate the shit out of me. tsk.
and then there's weird people like the monster. before i go into detail about this, i have to tell u something. i have this "curse" that whoever that i hate, will eventually become my friend. as in when they see me they would be very happy, like as if i'm their happy pill. weird, i know. enemy become friends. so back to monster, there's a reason why i call her monster. again, i won't into the reasons why i called her that. last friday she sms-ed me why i did not follow them for the outing. i was shocked because 1) i did not give her my number. 2) she PERSUADED me to follow cos she's afraid that she has no friend.
why i was shocked with the 2nd reason?? cos apparently everywhere she goes, boyfriend will be beside her. even if i don't follow she WON'T be alone. and its not like as if i talk to her always. i only talk to her when she talk to me. if not i would just keep quiet. i was trying to be polite, trying to not show my hatredness here. but apparently she misunderstood me. so can u feel me here why i was shocked?? and in the end i was the one to persuade her to just go ahead without me. why i had to persuade her instead?? cos she decided that since i'm not going she's not going either. that shocked me too. its like as if i have become her BFF or something. tsk. and i don't know if they went ahead with the outing or not. i haven't been lepak-ing lately. haha.
haiz. people are just out to make me insane. and its a wonder that i'm still sane. amazing indeed.
oh i'm addicted to the song Isabel by Il Divo. it is such a touching song. the melody not the lyrics. i can't seem to find the translation. its in spanish by the way. go listen to it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQUVwemycSI
okay done. see u when i see u again.
t.t.f.n.
anyways, alot has been going on in my mind lately. its like War Of The Voices in my head. horrible. i won't go into specifics, to spare u people from agony.
and then there's the Crisis Of The Emotion. its partly due to PMS and another part blame it on surroundings. people to be precise. they just have to irritate the shit out of me. tsk.
and then there's weird people like the monster. before i go into detail about this, i have to tell u something. i have this "curse" that whoever that i hate, will eventually become my friend. as in when they see me they would be very happy, like as if i'm their happy pill. weird, i know. enemy become friends. so back to monster, there's a reason why i call her monster. again, i won't into the reasons why i called her that. last friday she sms-ed me why i did not follow them for the outing. i was shocked because 1) i did not give her my number. 2) she PERSUADED me to follow cos she's afraid that she has no friend.
why i was shocked with the 2nd reason?? cos apparently everywhere she goes, boyfriend will be beside her. even if i don't follow she WON'T be alone. and its not like as if i talk to her always. i only talk to her when she talk to me. if not i would just keep quiet. i was trying to be polite, trying to not show my hatredness here. but apparently she misunderstood me. so can u feel me here why i was shocked?? and in the end i was the one to persuade her to just go ahead without me. why i had to persuade her instead?? cos she decided that since i'm not going she's not going either. that shocked me too. its like as if i have become her BFF or something. tsk. and i don't know if they went ahead with the outing or not. i haven't been lepak-ing lately. haha.
haiz. people are just out to make me insane. and its a wonder that i'm still sane. amazing indeed.
oh i'm addicted to the song Isabel by Il Divo. it is such a touching song. the melody not the lyrics. i can't seem to find the translation. its in spanish by the way. go listen to it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQUVwemycSI
okay done. see u when i see u again.
t.t.f.n.
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