numb.

shocking news that did not shock me, but instead makes me sad. how could she do this to me?? how could they do this to me?? what have i done wrong?? haiz.


is it so hard to build simple trust among collegues?? must they test my patience like that?? must they cheat my feelings like that?? huh. such idiotic people do exists. bloody hypocrites.


so its a little wonder why its difficult for me to trust people so readily. never ever ever judge a person by their sweet talk and innocent face. i have learnt my lesson.


oh somerset is still the same shit but different people. haha. and i have yet to meet that ungentle man. hope he's somewhere else cos looking at his face just makes my blood boil with anger.



and ang mo kio library once again have failed to atrract me with its books. they are just so freaking boring that i left the place after just 10 minutes of browsing. thought of going national library tomorrow. i'm in serious need of a good book.



and i miss the see-saw ride and story telling with that someone....


t.t.f.n.