something is wrong somewhere.

does anybody know how to shut the voices in the head?? my head seems to have alot to talk/think about and its driving me crazy laa!! 1 moment it will sing some random song and another moment it will comment on some random things and another moment it will dwell on some old memory. ALL DONE IN ONE MINUTE. crazy laa!!! it got so crazy that i suffered major headache last sunday. i seriously need a psychiatrist.



oh today is my off day and everybody left me at home with a pile of loyangs to wash and a baby to look after. and coincidently baby decided to make second round of chocolate cake just after everybody left. just great. so after baby's milk, baby make cake. so i got no choice but to clean after him. (i NEVER clean a baby's soiled backside before.so this is kinda my 1st time.)and i succeeded. hahaha. and then i put him to sleep. and then i washed the many many loyangs. and then i sweep the house a bit. and then i sleep with baby for awhile. then the boys came home and disturb baby til he woke up. and so i reheat his food and feed him. and then i bathe him and get him ready to go back to his parents. and when baby's gone, i prepare food for break fast. and then i'm here to complain. so that is how my off day is being spent today.



oh and alot of things happened since i last blogged. celebrated my niece's birthday on the 22nd august. somehow i find the atmosphere very different from last year. why ar?? hmm maybe all of us have grown up. haiz. time fly by so fast.



and then i had many MSN chats on the night of 21st august. i don't know what came over me i decided to go online MSN. its been gazillion years since i came online. and guess who chatted up with me 1st?? BROTHER CHEE!!!! hahahhaaa!! and guess what is his occupation now?? A DAY CARE TEACHER!!! i was so shocked laa... hahhaaa!! but at least he has a job. so good luck dage!! =)



and then my darling han meng chatted with me. he was complaining how uni life is so bloody different from poly life and i was telling him what am i so confused about. haha. we had such a long chat. hehe.well he said he told felicia to plan a gathering for MIT0417. and i can't wait!!!




and then i had a chat with cuzzies Rasyid darl and kak ina. she was complaining about her wedding preparations and me and rasyid was like giving her ideas for her guestbook. funny laa!! dat kak ina needs something to calm her nerves. she is such a kanchiong spider. pfft.




and then i went for present shopping with Rasyid darla on the day of 21st august. and it left us both headaches laa!! both of us don't know what to get for a 2 year old niece. we walked around CWP, hoping a suitable present pops out infront of us. and after our lunch, where i had my long craved prawn noodle, we finally get something for the birthday girl. and then we head for home. its still very early but both of us were damn tired and sleepy. haha.




and then work was as usual as usual. mamemo having problems. mama yati having problems. aiya everybody having problems laa!! till susan got so stressed that she got herself a tattoo on her back. i was shocked laa!! and i am in the middle of everything, feeling kinda lost. great. and then breaking fast at work is damn heart wrenching. i felt like cinderella, abused and ill-treated. eventhough all of us shared our food and looked like we were having a mini party there, i still can't help feeling like we deserved better treatment. haiz. whatever laa.




okay i guess thats all. i shall see you when i see you again.



t.t.f.n.

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