why???

hmmm... was just thinking.... is it supposed to be like that?? is it meant to be like that?? can it be like that??? will it stay like that???



i have no worries about myself... its those people that i'm afraid of... once bitten twice shy... i don't want history to repeat itself... its just so painful and hurting...


but do they know??? do they care?? do they even be bothered whether i'm hurt or in pain?? do they even think why i did what i did?? have they tried to put themselves in my shoes?? feel my pain??? from the looks of it i don't think they cared a shit about all that... why would they??? i am just a girl who lived in other people's shadows, whose kindness and good points never seemed to be noticed by other people...


oh wells...


t.t.f.n.