maybe i should stop believing....

i was just wondering... do you care for me??? do you give a damn about me?? do you really care whether i

1) am sad
2) am happy
3) am lonely
4) am bored
5) need someone to talk to
6) need someone to vent my frustations
7) need someone to share my happy moments
8) need someone to laugh at my stupid jokes
9) need someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on
10) need someone to just give me hug and tell me everything's gonna be okay



do you really care about all those things?? what do i mean to you??? hmm??? i wish i could ask you all that... but i can't... i just can't...



so in the end i could just rack my brain for an answer, even though i know the answer won't surface anytime soon...



i should be happy with the news... but shockingly i'm not... haiz... i just can't be evil... damn... tsk tsk tsk... everything is just soo fake...



and darling snorlax, you don't have to be happy to sing a happy song... got it??? :D



t.t.f.n.