heart attack.

for 8 years i've been staying here, i've never went up there... be it in broad daylight or in the middle of the night... i went up there for the 1st time just now and i swear i'm NOT going up there EVER AGAIN. even though the place is nice and absolutely perfect to lie down and count the stars and stare and talk to the moon and wait for shooting stars to appear so that i can make wishes... :(


i guess must go find some other SAFE place already....