say a little prayer for me...
oh wells... ramadhan has just ended and so is the 1st day of raya and so is the month of september. see, in a day, 3 things happen at the same time. and all of them makes me even more sad than usual. and the fact that the year is ending soon makes me more depressed. and for the 1st time in 21 years i almost cried when i heard the takbir... i don't know why...
but today wasn't as depressing as yesterday, even though mum cheated me and maria of our green packets. haha. elfi's antiques, efa's silly games and eka's cuteness just makes me smile the whole day. and added the fact that zikri called me a purple sofa just makes me realised that i have the cutest but also "can-vomit-blood" cousins... :D
so why the purple sofa u ask??? apparently zikri, my 11 year old cuzzie, found out that sitting on my lap is exactly like sitting on the sofa, nice and soft, and i was wearing a purple baju kurung just now so tadaaa!!! my name for the day is the purple sofa. but luckily he only sat on my lap for about 10 minutes cos for a skinny person he's damn heavy laa!! my legs got cramps just after 10 minutes... :D
oh i went to geylang yesterday. like bloody finally... at 1st i don't wanna go... but i was too depressed to stay at home so decided to followed the parents. instead of feeling better, i felt like killing people. that place is bloody crowded with mats and minahs and bloody impatient makciks and minah tudungs who seem to be blind. i was wearing white but they still pushed me like as if i'm invisible. bloody people. but the best thing is it was raining. i so wanted to walk in the rain but was wearing white... -_-
the pixies for today i shall post another day due to my lack of a camera. i have to do my favourite part time job, that is the waiting game. wait for the LOVELY people with the cameras to upload and send it to me. time to buy a camera...
t.t.f.n
but today wasn't as depressing as yesterday, even though mum cheated me and maria of our green packets. haha. elfi's antiques, efa's silly games and eka's cuteness just makes me smile the whole day. and added the fact that zikri called me a purple sofa just makes me realised that i have the cutest but also "can-vomit-blood" cousins... :D
so why the purple sofa u ask??? apparently zikri, my 11 year old cuzzie, found out that sitting on my lap is exactly like sitting on the sofa, nice and soft, and i was wearing a purple baju kurung just now so tadaaa!!! my name for the day is the purple sofa. but luckily he only sat on my lap for about 10 minutes cos for a skinny person he's damn heavy laa!! my legs got cramps just after 10 minutes... :D
oh i went to geylang yesterday. like bloody finally... at 1st i don't wanna go... but i was too depressed to stay at home so decided to followed the parents. instead of feeling better, i felt like killing people. that place is bloody crowded with mats and minahs and bloody impatient makciks and minah tudungs who seem to be blind. i was wearing white but they still pushed me like as if i'm invisible. bloody people. but the best thing is it was raining. i so wanted to walk in the rain but was wearing white... -_-
the pixies for today i shall post another day due to my lack of a camera. i have to do my favourite part time job, that is the waiting game. wait for the LOVELY people with the cameras to upload and send it to me. time to buy a camera...
t.t.f.n
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