so when will it be??? anybody wanna bet??

i just don't get it laa... why do people have to interfere in my love life??? why do they have to ask when will i have a boyfriend??? most importantly, why can't they believe that i NEVER had a boyfriend before??? haiz... what a life...


all i can do is just smile and say i don't know.... and when they ask why wait so long??? is it because i'm too choosy??? well, i got alot of reasons but i just can't tell them each and every one of my reasons simply because i'm afraid i might be laughed at... my self esteem is already very low as it is... i don't need people to downgrade me anymore.....



so, simply put i just couldn't find the guy who can understand and tolerate this low self esteem, childish, weird, monster looking girl whom strangers like to stare at...



there... a confession made.... so don't ask anymore.... i got other issues to deal with you know...


done.


t.t.f.n.



I Won't See You Tonight - Avenged Sevenfold

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,I won't see you tonight


Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away


It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight


So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.


No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight